2/4/9 Morning

02/04/09
Wednesday Morning
Weigh in... 134.5

6:45 am awake with Weaky.

7:00 am Yoga/Pilate's abs and upper body (using the Gaiam ball and band with yoga mat) for one hour.

8:00 am breakfast was coffee, black with sugar. 6 oz of Yoplait Light Boston Cream Pie Yogurt.

10:00 am breakfast of 2 egg omelet (black pepper and garlic onion seasoning) 1 banana.

Motivation is key

I started over. I did. I'm proud.

It was Monday, February 2nd 2009.

I started over and wanted to have good reason, good motivation, and a few days under my belt before I blogged on it. (just incase...)

The first few days are HARD for me. I am talking crying, serious pouting with foot stomping and all. So I needed to just push through those first.




What motivates me, you ask?

1. Weaky's new DOC band he has to wear. If he must get into shape for the next 3-4 months. So will I. And hoping with 3-4 months of eating healthy, and exercise, I can be on such a roll that I don't ever stop.
2. My skinny jeans. I have them. I wore them in High School. (are you laughing at me?) I wear a size 11 jeans right now. I will fit into those H.S. jeans again. And if you really want to know they are a 1. Yep you read it right, don't wipe your eyes. A 1. One. Uno. Single. Sounds insane? To far of a goal? Who wears a size one? Well a 5 foot person can. And I will. (I did it about 4 years ago)
3. Outside of the skinny jeans, my wardrobe in general blows. I seriously have 1 pair of jeans, and a plethora of sweats, those are my clothes. Big t-shirts, sweatshirts, hoodies. Not hot. I have some cute little t-shirts I used to wear, and I will wear shorts again someday. Soon.
4. Swimming Pool. I got one. It was the end of last summer, so we only used it for about a month or so. Spaghetti and I are hoping for some sexy pool side bodies (or at least something less beached whale like)
5. My kids. I can keep up with them. I am not that bad. I do need to keep up with the kegal exercises so I can do the Mickey Mouse Clubhouse Hotdog Dance with out the possibility of wetting my pants.
6. Me. Of coarse this is the most important one, I want to be happy. I want to be able to raise my arms up to help my kid on a playground and if my tummy shows I don't care. I want to be able to run, ride a bike, and be active with my family. I miss the old me. I want to get her back.

I think I will be logging my diet, it may help me eat better. I will also be logging my work out too. Maybe some motivation if I see all that I have done, and not to mess it up.

I have to thank Jaci over at Ravings of a Mad Housewife, she is a mom, and a food lover like many of us. She is 5 weeks in and kicking ass. She just did this blog post about how much she loves to exercise. Not kidding.

So this is a start. With hoping for a finish at 107 pounds. It won't take me 3-4 months, it will take me more. (less would be fine too) but realistically I want to understand this won't happen overnight, but with Spagetti and me on a healthy diet. Spaghetti's parents on a light carb diet, and my parents on a light carb diet. We are all in this together. Maybe I can motivate someone else too!

(I would like to scan in some old pictures of the sinny bitch I used to be, with some of the fluffier pictures of me now)